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I hate not knowing what to do. Or, rather, I hate knowing what I have to do, and having two ways I could do it, and having no idea which way I should go. I don't know which way is gonna be the worst. I need to talk to someone about all this, but I'm not really sure who there is. I've talked to my mom a bit about it, and what she said is probably right, as usual. But it doesn't hurt to get a second opinion, right? Curse me for not keeping people informed! lol

I've been watching movies looking at a lot of pictures lately that show people with a certain kind of happiness. And I've been reading through old journals, and realizing life keeps going in a big circle. I want to step out of that circle, thank you very much.. lol :)

In other news, I'm making beacoup de bucks this week. :) Hooray for 20 hours of overtime! And hooray with trying it again next week, too! lol and, hooray for going to the doctor on Monday!