In this world, there's real and make-believe

Steve Lynes died on Monday night from head injuries. He was in my ward. We had a memorial service for him today. He was such a great guy. His parents are so strong and amazing, especially his mom. Bishop Peterson read us a letter she'd written him to read to us. I'm certain he's so happy now, and that he's close by.

Fought with Katie right after about something nice I did for someone that she refused to participate in, even after 20 minutes of begging. And the worst part is, the only thing I could think the whole way through the service was how I would absolutely NOT be able to handle it if anything happened to her. She doesn't know what it's like to be CONSTANTLY terrified that you're going to come home and find your roommate, who's practically a sister, dead on the floor.

:( Please, let me get out of here tomorrow.