Goodnight..

Why am I so scared and upset? I've known for two years that things would turn out this way. "Dreams are for rookies," in the immortal words of Disney's Hercules. You're too fixated on the things that aren't going to matter to you in a few years, and it's changing how you think, how you act, how you speak, who you are. I can't be what you need me to be, and you won't be what I need you to be. So why am I so scared and upset?

My heart can't possibly break
when it wasn't even whole to start with..