GRRAAWWRRRRRR. ahem.

So this may be kind of a rambling entry. There are a whole lot of things going through my head, and it's driving me kinda nuts, and I want to write them all down but when you write something down, someone will always find it and read it, no matter how you try to prevent it.

There's a hurricaine in the Carribean. It's going to hit right where Fernando is.

What does it really mean when someone "can't handle big emotions right now" ?? I mean, what the heck is that all about? If you don't have time to feel, if you can't handle loving, or being loved in return, then what's the whole point of any of this? No, what's really meant is "can't handle big emotions for you right now" and as much as I don't want to let go, as much as I can't let go, I won't fall in step with all the others chasing after you. They're not even in sight, because your back is turned and you left your heart back at home, neatly tucked away. I miss you, I still love you, and I think you're full of crap.

I saw Batman again today.
"It's what you do that defines you."
"Maybe someday, when Gotham doesn't need Batman anymore, maybe then I'll see him again."

www.colorgenics.com says:

You are seeking an affectionate relationship, offering fulfillment and happiness. You are capable of powerful emotional enthusiasm. Deep down, you are a kind loving person, always helpful and willing to adapt yourself if necessary to realize the bond of affection that you desire. But you need the same consideration and understanding from others and it is this need that will sometimes hold you back... so let go, trust and you may pleasantly surprised at what happens.

Being impulsive and irritable, your desires and needs are paramount. You do things with insufficient thought - with little regard to the consequences that may follow. As a consequence of this attitude, you may be experiencing stress and conflict.

Conditions are rather confusing at this time. You would like to involved with a particular person or a particular situation but you are holding back. You find it difficult to make a decision.

You are trying to prove yourself - not only to yourself but also to everyone around you. There is much that you would like to say and do but the situation warrants self-restraint and that is the last thing that you have on your mind. It would seem that you have an unsatisfied need to ally yourself with others whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to stand out from the crowd. This is subjecting you to considerable stress but you tend to stick to your attitudes despite lack of appreciation. Of course, you are finding the situation uncomfortable and would like nothing better but to break away from it but you don't like the idea of compromise. Your main problem is that you are unable to resolve the situation because you continually postpone making the necessary decisions. You feel that if you make the wrong choice this would lead to such opposition that you would not be able to command the esteem of others. It is essential that those around you are prepared to comply with your wishes.

You would like to be respected and valued for yourself and this can only be achieved from within a close and harmonious relationship.


hmmm...