Rather waste some time with you

Yeah yeah yeah, they say "What goes up must come down" and I guess what goes down must come up..eventually. hehe Things are better now.

In 2 hours, I will officially only have 3 more days of class left. I totally forgot about this project I have to do for my final in Student Development (due next week....hmm...) so I guess I gotta get crackin' on that one. Can't school just be over? Alas, woe is me..at least when I'm at school. Everything else is pretty good. Mainly because......

SNOW!!!
I'm a big fan, if you couldn't tell. I'm sitting here with a scarf around my neck and hot chocolate in one of my hands (occasionally, when i'm not typing.)

The trip to Denver was good, especially considering how not-good it could potentially have been. I don't think that's the best standard to judge things by, but it works for now I guess. Getting home Sunday night was lovely, especially the not-surprise visitor who showed up at around 8:30. I swear, if that's how it was after only like 4 full days, I don't even want to imagine what it's going to be like after 2 years. Man....

Due to ridiculous high levels of sleepiness, I should probably end this post before I type something I'll regret later and be too lazy to delete. Adieu.

Edit.

And it all crashes and burns.

She will rise again!

Okay okay okay okay okay. I'm a slacker at updating this thing. I'm even worse with my paper journal, since it takes even longer to write in there...cuz writing with a pen takes SO much longer than typing. Hmm. Alas.

Anyway. Life has been pretty good lately. :-) Although, if it weren't for happiness in certain parts of my life, I'd probably be majorly depressed -- considering how badly I'm doing in school this semester. It's not like I'm not trying at all. Basically all I've done this semester is study and hang out with Matt. Sometimes both at the same time. But I still haven't gotten above a 70% on any test so far, in any of my classes (except for online D&C -- I got an 84% or so. hmm. but that doesn't count.) I love my classes, and I love learning, but I hate college. I hate this whole "Oh look, you thought you studied enough for this test, and you thought you did really well, but really you did pretty dang crappy and you will fail at everything in your life." Woohoo! lol Oh well. I'm taking next semester off, and maybe while I'm out there, I'll think of something to do to deal with all of this.

One of my teachers said, "Well maybe this nursing thing just isn't the right thing for you to do." Perhaps. But what else will get me a good place in research? I mean, besides some crazy science major or a like a Family Relations major. Not happening.

I'm both really excited for and really dreading this winter. It'll be good to be away from school, and it'll be good to see Steph and maybe one or two other people I'm still friends with who are still in the state of Maryland, but I LOVE Utah in the winter, and I hate MD in the winter. And I'll be in MD for my birthday, and that's gonna kinda suck. And, Matt... He's gonna come out to visit, and I'm gonna come back to UT for a couple of weeks before he goes on his big 2-year adventures in wonderland. But I'll miss him. And my family. And my Bee.

Gosh, you'd think I was going somewhere in the North Pole, not expecting to come back alive. hahaha Anyway. I'm gonna stop being so morbid.

So, Denver road trip was way major fun. 'Nuff said. :) Going to Denver again next Wednesday, and I don't have school at all next week. And Harry Potter comes out this weekend, and Rent comes out next week, and then it's all downhill from there. In a good way.

Okay Bee, I hope this satisfies your blog-update-desire for a little bit. :) Adieu!