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I hate not knowing what to do. Or, rather, I hate knowing what I have to do, and having two ways I could do it, and having no idea which way I should go. I don't know which way is gonna be the worst. I need to talk to someone about all this, but I'm not really sure who there is. I've talked to my mom a bit about it, and what she said is probably right, as usual. But it doesn't hurt to get a second opinion, right? Curse me for not keeping people informed! lol

I've been watching movies looking at a lot of pictures lately that show people with a certain kind of happiness. And I've been reading through old journals, and realizing life keeps going in a big circle. I want to step out of that circle, thank you very much.. lol :)

In other news, I'm making beacoup de bucks this week. :) Hooray for 20 hours of overtime! And hooray with trying it again next week, too! lol and, hooray for going to the doctor on Monday!

Lookie lookie

lookie lookie, I'm updating. sort of.

So, I have absolutely no motivation to write about anything that's happening. But I'll try anyway. lol Well... I've been working a lot. big surprise, huh? lol I probably would have done 12 hours today, but I'm just too tired. Matt came out last week. We had some fun. We went to D.C., New York City, Ocean City, the Inner Harbor, plus did some other stuff like going to see a couple of movies at Loew's, going out with Stepherz and Mike, driving around randomly, and oh yeah.. with me working almost 40 hours too, somewhere in there. lol :)

Confession: I like Lindsay Lohan's new CD. I don't like her, but I like the CD. And I admire the fact that she wrote/co-wrote most of the songs on her CD that aren't covers. lol

It's finally starting to get a little bit colder. You'd think it was Spring, with temperatures in the 60's last week. Craziness.

I need some direction.

Oh, and I'm finally making an appointment tomorrow to go see a doctor hopefully this week. Gotta figure out what's going on, etc etc. :)

Lucy, you've got some 'splaining to do.

Candida?

Bah. Sorry Jenna, this post has absolutely no meat. I trust you'll forgive me. hehe

This is an outrage.

Does it tick anyone else off that there hasn't been any word from The Brothers Chaps (ie, anything on Homestarrunner.com) in over a MONTH? Honestly! Where has all the joy in life gone??